Seems the traces of blood weren't to do with a period, it was from the stone inside me scratching at the urethra.

 

The pain in my shoulder settled a couple of days ago.  The pain in the genital area also started to go down too at the same time.  I had increased my intake of milk, yogurt, lemon drinks and bananas.  It's not completely over though.  I don't know if it's the same stone or if it's another trying to pass through.

 

An hour ago my tinnitus went very loud and I started getting light headed and feeling I was disembodied.  I tried to shake the feeling but it got worse and I began to panic thinking I was going to pass out any second.  My skull feels like it's in a vice, not painful but just the sensation.  My husband told me to drink some water and sit down in case I did pass out.  Even lying down it still continued.  I developed a light headache and migraine auras after it settled, although the tinnitus is still very loud.  I felt the dizziness and the sensation of being yeeted out of my body happen again a couple of minutes ago although not as bad as earlier.  I'm in bed now and I can hear my blood pumping in my right ear, sounds like a young pigeon, and I can hear and feel my heart beat in my neck.  I'm going to make an appointment with my GP when I wake up.  I'll be honest, I'm scared I won't wake up.

 

Oh god, it's 30 mins later and I feel the panic again as I'm trying to sleep.  My heart is also hurting a little.  I don't know what to do.  I'm scared of dying.  What is happening to me.  I just want to sleep and wake up in the morning refreshed, not being scared of death.  I can hear and feel my heart beat and blood pressure again and the tinnitus is still loud.  I can't relax like this.

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